thisismyeddiary:

my depression is so loud sometimes like shut up bitch i don’t wanna hear it today

stranger-new-things:

Bones

Her presence makes me cold.

I see her and feel her,

but her story has yet been told.

She glides like a ghost down the halls,

she’s almost not here at all.

A dark, hollow eyed bag of bones,

her soul aches and groans.

Yet no one pays attention

Or maybe, just maybe it’s her

that won’t let people in.

(by me)

anajunk:

The perks of being an aspiring artist with an ed

Someone going through my phone: why do you have so many pics of skinny girls

Me: *sweating* uh reference material

xxxskindeep:

Don’t eat.

Don’t eat.

Don’t eat.

Don’t eat.

Don’t eat.

Don’t eat, there is power beyond food. There is strength in the beauty of a small waist. Glory in elegant shoulders. Structure in pronounced collar bones. Majesty in having the body that makes girls jealous. You will be as weightless as an angel and have the features of the prettiest of fairies. You will be a living fantasy.

Except this comes with hard work, something your piggy ass isn’t used to. So damn your laziness and get used to it. Don’t eat and have some self control. Flabby thighs and stretch marks are contained in that box of cookies. Don’t eat it. Fat asses and food baby filled dresses are stuffed in that bag of chips. Don’t eat it. Peanut butter, chocolate, cheese, bread. All those ever give back are 5 extra pounds for you to live with. If you really didn’t want to be the fat pig you are now you would do as I say; don’t eat.

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🌹 Stay safe 🌹

lethal-reflection:

Things I think

What if I don’t actually have an eating disorder and I’m just doing this for attention?

I don’t wanna die, maybe I should recover ?

I’m too fat, I can’t recover until I’m underweight?

How do people even recover?

Can I eat? No. No I can’t

I’m not skinny enough to have a disorder. So… I’m fine.

This is totally normal. Definitely.

did they just notice I haven’t eaten in 2 days?

F it I want food

How many calories are in this? 25?! That’s insane!!

But Ana… and skinny?? That matters more than healthy.

But I don’t have a disorder.

skeleton-in-the-closett:

Them: “Yeah it’s zero calories but do you know how many chem-“

Me:

Originally posted by narabean

skinny-fashion-grunge:

The stronger a hunger urge is, the skinnier you’re getting.

thisismyeddiary:

if only crying burned calories….

thinspoforray:

i wanna look like a tim burton character

You’re not hungry

lessfood:

Your fatass is just so used to stuffing its greasy face with binge after binge

Sit the fuck down, 

Drink another glass of water, 

Smoke another cig and 

get over it.

laxatives-n-roses:

there’s nothing worse than stepping on the scale and weighing more than you did last time

studyblr:

your life can look so different, so much better, in just a few months. keep going.

I don’t want to eat, but I do. And when I do, I hate myself a little more

angelicscum:

💜💞💓💕💖💘💝💕💘💖💜

💗 i wish i wasn’t fat and ugly 💗

💜💖💘💕💖💝💗💞💖💓💜